The night before classes begin.
Can't sleep.

This is an unusual place to be in. My first college experience was vastly different- I already knew so many people, students and faculty alike. This time? I don't know a soul. Had to look around this afternoon to ensure I know which buildings are which, so I don't look like a lost freshman.

In all the preparation for the semester, I've considered myself as going back to school "alone". When in actuality, that couldn't be farther from the truth. And here in the early morning dark, I am hitting that realization.

My Michael is with me, as he is the one who opened this incredible door. I couldn't afford to take such a financial leap without his help. Even at this moment, I cannot breathe, much less say the words thank you aloud... stillness in absolute gratitude.
So tomorrow morning, I am headed off to school for the two of us. I'm going to finish my degree, and do my best to remember every minute I'm studying, sitting in a lecture, or riding my bike in the sweltering heat, that he has taken my hand and jumped off this crazy cliff with me. Somehow it always works out when you don't jump alone.

So here we go, little Mikey. Your first day of college.
I am going to make you so proud!

I feel like I haven't had anything exciting/worth posting about in my life. But I'm trying to use this little blog more often, if for nothing else, then to expand my creative thought process. (Because lord knows I'm not a prolific writer like my buddy, Alison.

• Went to see my beautiful cousin get married.

• Made My first Wedding Cake!!

• I've celebrated the first birthday of an adorable little dude. Photos forthcoming. And had my first successful outfit-sewing experience:

Max Costume for little Conor!
A Max costume! If nothing else, it makes me more excited about the movie this fall. Can't wait.

• Celebrated other birthdays with toasts. (no photos. But August is a popular birthday month. I am gift-buying broke!)

• Set up a back yard pool! It's spectacular. (photo is poor quality- but who cares)
  

That's about all that's exciting. Oh, and I start classes this Tuesday. A full-time student once more. Very odd. We'll see.
Now I'm off to bake my face off for Amanda's party tomorrow. Fingers crossed.