I am too young to be in a 'rut'. That's the material of a mid-life crisis. This? I have no earthly clue what THIS is, actually. It feels awful, I know that much. And I am so incredibly over it.
It's high time I figure my crap out. What do I want out of my life- sincerely? I do not dare to try to answer that question in a lame-o blog format. I don't know the answer, and am okay with that. But I'd like to find a general direction.
No. This isn't my 'Goonies' styled "[my] time [right] here" speech. It's merely my public (though no one even know my blog exists) proclamation that I'm ready to truly enjoy my life. I am far too interesting to feel so stagnant, blah, and worthless. And I'm too smart to let this selfpity party continue.
So here it is. Today, Monday, March 23rd is my official new season. I'm choosing to be a little selfish. I choose to focus on myself for a bit. Not to be narcissistic or vain- but to finally get things right.
